When I Dream~

Went to see a new doctor - TCM. 1st visit today and I ended up crying at the clinic. Haha. Unimaginable right? But true. Apparently there is a reason behind the young look. Not coz I'm good at making myself look young. I'm not sure if anyone has noticed this about me - that the left and right side of my face are not proportionate. I've noticed that myself (obviously coz I stare at myself right??), especially in photos. And of coz I've always wondered why. Today I found out. Unbelievably, my new Chinese physician pointed it out. Reason: my parents. Define: right side of face signifies the mother. Left side of face would obviously be the father. So, what does that mean? My right side is more full - I love my mum more and I have no bad thoughts or feelings about my mum. My left side - I am judgmental of my dad. Negative feelings, yeah.. Sometimes. Rectification: to love both my parents equally in my heart. Then my looks will be balanced and my well being will be bett...

Someone said I look younger than his daughter today who is still studying!!! Floating in the air!!! Jus wanted to note this down. I shall blog more soon!

Omg! Time flies! We're in the month of April now!! Currently at work on Good Friday! :) I've never really minded working on public holidays actually - office is quiet, I get to dress sloppy in shorts n a top with flip flops and walk all around the office. I get to listen to music while working, come in to office at 9am and leave early at 3pm (though I'm now still in office coz I'm waiting for Eeyore to be done with gym). And I get a day off work whenever I want as compensation! Tralalala! Well, since the 1st quarter of the year has passed us by, I decided to finally act on my resolution for the last few years and stop procrastinating! Now all I have to do is to persevere for the next 3 to 6 months and hopefully, it will all be good!!! Time to work hard and not slack anymore!! :)))) Time to leave office soon!! Yay! Have a nice and long weekend everyone!!!

At a gathering with the usual ex colleagues gang of KK, Goldie and Justin. Somehow the topics were all involving money, pay, condos and cars. A very materialistic conversation the whole night. And also the immense pressure by my brothers on me to change jobs. Which led me thinking back to the conversation I had with Ky today - materialistic gains or fulfillment in life. I'm no longer sure which direction I'm heading towards. I mean, of coz I would like to be more decently paid for the amount of work I do (I am the lowest paid amongst all my ex colleagues despite being in middle office whereas some are still in operations). I don't think I'm asking for too much but 5 years of being stagnant in terms of pay and ranking is bound to make any normal person unhappy and unsatisfied. And that's where I am right now. Then comes fulfillment - does it come with a condo, a car, more money? The fulfillment Ky and I were talking about is actually on how we can contribute to t...

Quick update before I head off to dreamland. Been feeling kinda down from work lately as I feel that my Singapore team lead has something against me. Hasn't been a good year thus far but hasn't been all that bad as well. So what happened to make me really displeased today was that on Monday, we had new China management associate (MA) who joined our desk. My team lead, N, introduced him to all the other team members except me. Today, we had a new big boss joining us on the floor. Again, the introductions did not come to me. Even the sales guy who was sitting next to us was introduced to the boss and this sales guy is totally irrelevant to the team! Whereas I was totally neglected again. It just makes me feel like I'm not part of the team and definitely feel that I'm very out of place and redundant to the team. :( So there I was, pouring my heart out to Eeyore and I felt so upset by such an act that I almost felt like crying. I held back the tears of coz. Why should I let...

Just spent an entire hour alone with the woman that I love, the woman who gave birth to a man who has passed away for 4 years now - a woman known as my gram. Told her many things, not that she knows or understands anymore but jus wanted to tell her. Like how I used to lie next to her in bed and talking to her about stuff. :) told her I'll be going to Hk this weekend and she actually repeated the words "hong kong"! Unbelievable! I think she misses her homeland.. I seriously should make a better effort at waking up early on Saturdays to visit my beloved gram. Gives me a sense of fulfillment and happiness. :) Something might happen soon. Currently I'm unsure and uncertain as yet. Keeping hopes and expectations low to avoid disappointment. :p Have a good weekend!

Just realised I didn't blog about Valentine's Day. Lol!! Oh well, like I said last year - when you love someone, everyday can be Valentine's Day. :) Just that on this special day, we show more love towards each other. We had a simple dinner at Paradise Inn (Thomson Plaza) on Valentine's Day, followed up with another dinner 2 days later at Greenwood Fish Market Bistro. :D My Valentine's Day flowers! *Melts* Last Wed (22 Feb), I decided to make dinner - macaroni and cheese. Little did I know that Eeyore wasn't a big fan of mac & cheese. :( Oh well, I liked what I made and since we had extras leftover, I brought it to office for lunch the next day. And guess what!! Chris S, YH and Martin all liked it!! Chris S loved it soooo much that he asked for more of it at 4pm! Hahaha. Soooo over the moon! On Sunday (26 Feb), I made dinner again! The most satisfying dinner that I've made thus far!! I just felt a certain sense of pride after cooking the dinner. :)...